Monday, June 25, 2012

What might have been...

June, 2009.
My husband and I went on a vacation to Philadelphia where I decided to adopt a plant-based diet upon my return.  I came home, ditched dairy, and began eating a mostly oil free, salt free, sugar free diet.  Over the next two weeks I quickly lost 16 pounds.  I was ecstatic.  As I continued to succeed, I began to really feel great about myself.  I even got down to 243 pounds, the lowest weight I have been since having my daughter in 2006.  And then it all stopped.

I had some pizza.  I had some beer.  I had a grilled cheese.  I got busy and stopped planning my meals every day.  I got tired and started ordering food for dinner instead of cooking/preparing nutritious things.  I gained weight.

Since that time, I have been struggling between 255 and 270 pounds.  I do well for a while, then I fall for several weeks.  Rinse, Repeat.

I want to be healthy.  I want to have energy.  I want to stop living life as a spectator.  I want my children to be as proud of me as I am of them.  I NEED to get it together.

I'm returning to blogging because I need the accountability.  I need someone telling me when I'm doing great and motivating me when I'm not so hot.  I don't have anyone that lives near me that is facing this particular struggle.  So I'm reaching out to the internets . . . help me, please!

Today I greet you at 265 pounds.  I want to lose 100 pounds.  I will lose 100 pounds.

Watch me.

2 comments:

  1. I know exactly what you mean! about 6 years ago I got down to my lowest weight of 214, but then I got comfortable and gained most of it back. The past 3 years I've been bouncing around 255-279. I'm currently down to 256 and I can't wait to hit the 240's because it's been so long since I've been there! I find blogging is helping a lot, good luck!

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